On the plane from Manchester to Oslo I finally found
myself relaxing after a term or revision and exams at university. The Tuesday
early in the week I finished my last exam and although most people found
themselves drinking and relaxing I seemed to be busy still, packing for the
World Cup and the whole stress of my messed up orienteering head had come
crashing back - had completely put it off since Tiomila to focus on my exams! I
also slept a lot and the flight over was no exception!
Met Robbie, Helen and Annette before travelling out to
Kongsberg; I slept in the car course :) arrived at the hotel which was lush.
Even though I could have stayed with other British athletes, I chose to stay
with Lillomarka, who make my life so much easier and I literally love them all!
Best western - the hotel we stayed at- was awesome! Breakfast was the best!! We
had like smoothie in this little wine glass! And waffles, chocolate spread in
like a toothpaste tube - very cute! Fruit, cereal, cooked breakfast, BROWN
CHEESE! Beet root (made myself the best sandwich in the world!!) like
everythingggg!!
Friday training was alright...but I had the same kinda
meh, neutral feeling I'd seemed to be getting all the time. That evening I sat
on my bed and decided to sort it out....really fed up of what wasn't really
clicking.
I had an epiphany haha (maybe – probably not but for
me it was)...basically I have just been turning up to events and not thinking
about what I'm doing. I used to have to concentrate on map reading as I
couldn't get away with not doing it but then as the map reading turned into
habit, I lost focus to do it and recently have just been floating around the
courses, expecting my previous abilities that I've built up to take me around
the course. And then when this hasn't worked I haven't really had a reason why,
I mean I felt like I was trying and my orienteering wasn't shit it just wasn't
quite there. Speaking with Vidar over the weekend and he described this as
just, 'losing the grip' on orienteering. I was being sloppy, lazy and needed to
refocus my brain as I was getting a bit out of sync.
So to do this I needed to really concentrate and I
always remember thinking about how easy orienteering is...you have the map,
control descriptions. They tell you exactly where to go so I needed to just
refresh myself that they are there to be used; this means reading the map, not
just looking at it before running off and having to relocate every 100meters!!
I related this to a saying my dad always use to say before I went into exams.
"Lucy, just remember RTFQ...Read The Fucking Question". Haha and it
correlates to orienteering, I approached it similarly. I mean you wouldn't do
all the revision for exams walk into the examination room, sit down and as soon
as they say the exam has begun open the booklet and start scribbling everything
you know!? You have to read the question to make sure you answer it correctly,
using the appropriate things that you've revised!
And this is how I looked at orienteering. Previously I
had been doing all this work (aka training hard, gym etc etc) but then as soon
as my start time went I was rushing off, eager to use my fitness but without
answering the question correctly (without reading the map and planning the leg
before executing it) therefore losing time and coming back knowing I had tried
hard but hadn't tailored my technical and physical skills to the area.
So for Saturday I wanted to RTFM (Read The Fucking
Map) instead of just floating around the course. Reading the map, planning the
leg before running off. Although I had limited success with this and in some
places it didn't quite work but for the first time since February I enjoyed
orienteering!!! And recognised the enjoyment from before - the technical game
with the tough physical demand. I got back and yes results wise I was at the
bottom but it was incredible how suddenly the focus on position seemed
irrelevant. I just wanted to get back out in the terrain and try to get it
perfect!!! Results here: WORLD CUP MIDDLE
Crazy how a little shift in my mental attitude seemed
to make everything click. My head seemed back in sync and even though the
terrain was super tough I didn't mind it at all!
That evening we went to Peppes pizza for the third
night in a row....the same waitress was working which was interesting to watch.
She seemed to have had enough! Anyway it was a nice opportunity to chat with
Ingvild and Helen, enjoyed our tea and then cheekily got a desert (me and Helen
managed to try some Oreo dream as well, using our stealth ;)).
OH MY GOSH...also met Matt and Elin’s baby - Aurora!
Bloody hell she's adorable, so cute!!!!! Like tinyyy feet and ears and hands!
Chubby cheeks but that just made her more adorable ;) And she was sooo good,
hardly cried at all!
Anyyyyway Sunday morning I was not running in the World
Cup - ran with the juniors in the Norwegian cup although I was starting super
early so got a lift with the Brekke family :) started well, really happy!! My
RTFM was working like a dream, again where it didn't work (I was being lazy or
near the end I got tired and couldn't focus well) I had to relocate and re-adjust
my plan a few times. After the long leg I think I fried my body a little and I
found it hard to move in a straight line without falling over haha but I
finished again really happy! As I was one of the first starters I was in the
lead for ages wooohhoo :) but even when the better Norwegians came in I could
accept them beating me a lot better than I would have ever expected. I ended in
18th and when I came in, in 68minutes I thought the winning time would be under
60 which it was :) Results: NORWEGIAN CUP LONG DISTANCE RESULTS
Great weekend, lots learnt, even some suntan (maybe
possibly burn) and then a long trip home. BUT before went to Vidar’s house for
tea, which was beaut! Salmon!! Haven't had fish in ageess- student diet and all
that! Had a good natter with Vidar to the airport and then flew to Edinburgh ,
stayed with an old orienteering friend which was SO GOOD to catch up before
getting a train the next day to duzza :)
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